"Confrontation, struggle with oneself"

The muse sat down on me and told me to draw what I was feeling at this moment in my life. in this illustration I wanted to display my 2 states:
1) the struggle with yourself, for values, when one part of you protests against the second..
2) the struggle with your “cockroaches” vices and shortcomings, which is very important in our lives. Not everyone can see this in themselves and begin to change for the better, so be the best version of yourself! Everything will work out if you put in the effort!